Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 17, 2020 Well, I cried a lot during support group. Both the leaky kind and the aggressive...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 16, 2020 I’ve mentioned my amazing support group, before… but I told hubby that,...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 15, 2020 Preface: I am one of those who believe if I write something down it either...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 14, 2020 Today was the first time since Dakota’s suicide that we went to the grocery. It...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 13, 2020 One of the hardest things to deal with is the fact that life continues around me...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 13, 2020 Today the daughter and I were chatting after our work day and, during the course...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 12, 2020 I am blessed with a phenomenal daughter who is very strong and supportive. I am...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 10, 2020 First off (this disclaimer is mostly for my parents) I was in a very bad place...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 10, 2020 Today I discovered 2 things: My mom and dad read my blog. Kinda nice to know...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 8, 2020 I got a call from the donor service (TDS) last night. She asked via text if she...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 6, 2020 My mom told me today about a lady she knows who called her to express sympathy....

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 4, 2020 Hubby insinuated before that he felt my continual texting to Dakota was a bad...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 4, 2020 Today Jess was slated to start back to work. She made it a total sum of one hour...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 3, 2020 I had to go back to work today. I took a picture of Dakota for my desk. I avoided...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 2, 2020 I think I’m locked up inside my own head. I realized I was saying the same things...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson March 1, 2020 My dearest Dakota, Today was, again, one of the hardest days of my life. I look...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson February 28, 2020 Tomorrow is the memorial service. I have flowers that have been delivered...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson February 27, 2020 Dakota looking back I write all of these in the morning; always talking about...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson February 26, 2020 Last night was the first time I got more than a couple of hours of...

Originally posted by me as dakotaismyson February 25, 2020 Yesterday was a different kind of challenge. I had to make “arrangements”....